World War II

From may 9 2010 until July 29 2011..12.15am, it was today midnight, we started our world war II..i call it as World War II is because this are our second times quarrel..i think was the bad ones also..i was super duper freaking very angry..and i was posted something on my blog, i mean my previous post..i felt that..i am bad..am i a idiot posted this kind of thing and scolding my own girlfriend??i am so so so sorry to her..i apologize to her..i really lost my mind..lost control at this morning after i quarrel with her.. on that time i really felt that i lost everything..i dont feel any secure..OK OK WAIT WAIT

.... NOW WE ARE NOTHING...hahahaha.. the world war II is end.. the pearl harbour i repaired and BOMBARD back the JAPAN !! WEEEE~~~ end of story =PP


P/S : i love you tang chia yin :P

Who Says?

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm not just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
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I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU LAO PO =)

E.M.O = ' (

i dont know what to write..dont know what to say...dont know what to talk..and i dont know how can i crossover this kind of feeling..this thing..whatever..i try not to think..i try hanging out with my friends..cheering..crapping...what i did for this was i trying to not think about this kind of shit brainless and not logical problem..why should i need to jealous that she went out with her ex??why i need to angry???she got her own life..she also needs to cheer..why i need to emo because of such small problem?!?!i try to sleep but i cant..when i close my eyes..my brain will automatically connect to this kind of stupid issue..WTF lah WEIH~~~! i dont want to think about it lah..I WANT TO SLEEP LAHHHHHH!!

Is Not My Fault @.@"

ok..this blog...died about dont know how many hundreds years ago..LOL..now i back to it..because suddenly feel like..writing about it..yesterday night...i dreamed someone..that i was already had a long time i never contact since few years ago...wonder how was her now?? she sleep well?? eat well?? happy now?? how was her study??..i message her in the morning today..she replied 3 messages..and lost..i think..she not really wanna friend with me.. ='(..actually she's quite good person..but..something happen to us =(..i really happy when i'm with her when i was..if i'm not mistaken..was when i age 18..Aw..i shouldn't think about it now...i dont know what i'm thinking yet doing now =. ="" D A M N I T ! i'm happy enough for now..why am i thinking about her??

Without HER !!

Without Her...I can't hug her and sleep together..
Without Her...I can't having breakfast,lunch and dinner together with her..
Without Her...I can't sleep well To.O..T_T
Without Her...I can't eat well To_O"..
Without Her...I will Very Miss Her..
Without Her...I will become More and more and MORE love her =)
Without Her...I will feel that i very NEED her...IN mY LIFe =)
Without Her...My LIFE is meaningless XD

hehehehehehehe..sWeet Lehh~~ I know You Will Check MY BLOG LOL~~

Love Ya T.C.Y =)

Happy =) ~BUT~Sad =(

I'm happy...because now is my semester break..got two weeks..hahahaa..at last i can rest for 2 weeks..i can enjoin my LIFE~~~haha..but i have to miss my classmates for two weeks..cannot crap with them already.. but i can hang out with my hometown friends..hehehe~~just now went to station one...damn full~ a lot of people..sitting down there..cheering~~but..no leng lui =)..hahaha..if she knows i look for lengg lui~~then i will die =)she will kill me hahaha..
And Anndd annnDD~~~the thing i'm gonna sad is....i have to miss her for two weeks..cannot see her for two weeks..cannot talk to her..cannot hang out with her..cannot hear her voice..T_T..i know two weeks for some people is short..but for me??is very long~~!!..i count and see..1 day got 24 hours..so 2 weeks got 336 hours..and 1 hour got 60 minutes..so..336 hours got 20160 minutes..and 1 minutes got 60 seconds too..so 20160 minutes got 1209600 seconds you knoww???long right??i know is long..hahaha..i'm too free..so..kap siao-ing here =) anyway..chiao~ gonna sleep..hope that can see her soon...~~ dream about her =)))

Comfortable Feeling =)

Yesterday after class..steven sent me back..after reached home..then i go bath and went to find her..together go to pasar malam..this is my first time went there..lol..is really a huge place..a lot of stall..a lot of foods,clothes and many more =)..then..jalan for awhile..and buy some foods,snacks then went back to apartment and eat together..after eat and clean the rubbish..we watched movies together..hahaha..she giving me a comfortable and nice feeling when together with her..around 11.45..i sent her back to her grandma's house..which was near my apartment =)..
Then..Today morning around 10.30..she online..and chat with her in msn..around 12.30 i think..if i'm not mistaken..she ta pao food for me =)hahaha..and she brings along homework to my house to do while i am eating my lunch..food is not bad..quite nice..but i forgot to pay her back money LOL..(if she wants it..but i don't think so XD)after i finished my lunch..i continue to fold my stars..that wanna give someone as birthday present XD..around 1 hour later i think..we continue watch our drama..while eating biscuit lOL..seriously enjoy =)..then i think i tersleep for 10 minutes..lol..too tired..afterthat..she slept on my bed while i'm bathing..after i bath..we had our dinner together just now..and after dinner i send her back again..don't dare to let her walk alone..she don't know how to cross road one LOL..
actually..this two days together with her really nice..i felt very comfortable when i was together with her..feel sweet happy..anyway..we're not couple yet..she told me that just now..quite sad for me..what to do??she's not ready yet to accept me..anyway..i stop here..kthnkbai..