I Miss Him : ' (

This is a post for a boyfriend : ' (
You never find me since i back to taiping until now..
deleted me in facebook since i back taiping until now..
Sooo..
i don't know, whatever..
Feel like asking you out..but i don't know whether you still treating me as a friend or not..
But i still treating you as a friend..
I miss the time i club with you..
I miss the time we went out to chill at coffee island , red , redbox or whatever place..
Haih...Whatever..
Hope that you happy always : ' )

PS: Take Good Care of yourself buddy :D

World War II

From may 9 2010 until July 29 2011..12.15am, it was today midnight, we started our world war II..i call it as World War II is because this are our second times quarrel..i think was the bad ones also..i was super duper freaking very angry..and i was posted something on my blog, i mean my previous post..i felt that..i am bad..am i a idiot posted this kind of thing and scolding my own girlfriend??i am so so so sorry to her..i apologize to her..i really lost my mind..lost control at this morning after i quarrel with her.. on that time i really felt that i lost everything..i dont feel any secure..OK OK WAIT WAIT

.... NOW WE ARE NOTHING...hahahaha.. the world war II is end.. the pearl harbour i repaired and BOMBARD back the JAPAN !! WEEEE~~~ end of story =PP


P/S : i love you tang chia yin :P

Who Says?

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm not just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU LAO PO =)

E.M.O = ' (

i dont know what to write..dont know what to say...dont know what to talk..and i dont know how can i crossover this kind of feeling..this thing..whatever..i try not to think..i try hanging out with my friends..cheering..crapping...what i did for this was i trying to not think about this kind of shit brainless and not logical problem..why should i need to jealous that she went out with her ex??why i need to angry???she got her own life..she also needs to cheer..why i need to emo because of such small problem?!?!i try to sleep but i cant..when i close my eyes..my brain will automatically connect to this kind of stupid issue..WTF lah WEIH~~~! i dont want to think about it lah..I WANT TO SLEEP LAHHHHHH!!

Is Not My Fault @.@"

ok..this blog...died about dont know how many hundreds years ago..LOL..now i back to it..because suddenly feel like..writing about it..yesterday night...i dreamed someone..that i was already had a long time i never contact since few years ago...wonder how was her now?? she sleep well?? eat well?? happy now?? how was her study??..i message her in the morning today..she replied 3 messages..and lost..i think..she not really wanna friend with me.. ='(..actually she's quite good person..but..something happen to us =(..i really happy when i'm with her when i was..if i'm not mistaken..was when i age 18..Aw..i shouldn't think about it now...i dont know what i'm thinking yet doing now =. ="" D A M N I T ! i'm happy enough for now..why am i thinking about her??

Without HER !!

Without Her...I can't hug her and sleep together..
Without Her...I can't having breakfast,lunch and dinner together with her..
Without Her...I can't sleep well To.O..T_T
Without Her...I can't eat well To_O"..
Without Her...I will Very Miss Her..
Without Her...I will become More and more and MORE love her =)
Without Her...I will feel that i very NEED her...IN mY LIFe =)
Without Her...My LIFE is meaningless XD

hehehehehehehe..sWeet Lehh~~ I know You Will Check MY BLOG LOL~~

Love Ya T.C.Y =)

Happy =) ~BUT~Sad =(

I'm happy...because now is my semester break..got two weeks..hahahaa..at last i can rest for 2 weeks..i can enjoin my LIFE~~~haha..but i have to miss my classmates for two weeks..cannot crap with them already.. but i can hang out with my hometown friends..hehehe~~just now went to station one...damn full~ a lot of people..sitting down there..cheering~~but..no leng lui =)..hahaha..if she knows i look for lengg lui~~then i will die =)she will kill me hahaha..
And Anndd annnDD~~~the thing i'm gonna sad is....i have to miss her for two weeks..cannot see her for two weeks..cannot talk to her..cannot hang out with her..cannot hear her voice..T_T..i know two weeks for some people is short..but for me??is very long~~!!..i count and see..1 day got 24 hours..so 2 weeks got 336 hours..and 1 hour got 60 minutes..so..336 hours got 20160 minutes..and 1 minutes got 60 seconds too..so 20160 minutes got 1209600 seconds you knoww???long right??i know is long..hahaha..i'm too free..so..kap siao-ing here =) anyway..chiao~ gonna sleep..hope that can see her soon...~~ dream about her =)))

Comfortable Feeling =)

Yesterday after class..steven sent me back..after reached home..then i go bath and went to find her..together go to pasar malam..this is my first time went there..lol..is really a huge place..a lot of stall..a lot of foods,clothes and many more =)..then..jalan for awhile..and buy some foods,snacks then went back to apartment and eat together..after eat and clean the rubbish..we watched movies together..hahaha..she giving me a comfortable and nice feeling when together with her..around 11.45..i sent her back to her grandma's house..which was near my apartment =)..
Then..Today morning around 10.30..she online..and chat with her in msn..around 12.30 i think..if i'm not mistaken..she ta pao food for me =)hahaha..and she brings along homework to my house to do while i am eating my lunch..food is not bad..quite nice..but i forgot to pay her back money LOL..(if she wants it..but i don't think so XD)after i finished my lunch..i continue to fold my stars..that wanna give someone as birthday present XD..around 1 hour later i think..we continue watch our drama..while eating biscuit lOL..seriously enjoy =)..then i think i tersleep for 10 minutes..lol..too tired..afterthat..she slept on my bed while i'm bathing..after i bath..we had our dinner together just now..and after dinner i send her back again..don't dare to let her walk alone..she don't know how to cross road one LOL..
actually..this two days together with her really nice..i felt very comfortable when i was together with her..feel sweet happy..anyway..we're not couple yet..she told me that just now..quite sad for me..what to do??she's not ready yet to accept me..anyway..i stop here..kthnkbai..

FRIDAY!

Friday Friday faster reach =)..i want to go out with her hahaha..i want go pasar malam =P..i want hold her hand..walking on the road LOL = ="then then..having dinner with herrr~~ Weee~ XD..and and...don't know laaa..very miss her niaaa..everytime together with her also very fun one XD happy happy HAHAhA!!but not happy as brian..because..shee..nott..yettt..ermmm..like that luuu =(..hoping can faster...ermmm..like that luuu~ XD..then...i can become another brian LIAo! XD LOL..that time really heaven Already~~!!..=P..ok.stop dreaming = =" Adios XD

Pinkish Wishish Bao Bei =)

One day one day go..one day one day past..one day one day more closer...one day one day more love you xP..when together with you..i really feel fun and happy =)..but..when i'm not...i will feel down..unhappy =(..sometimes i see you very serious for your homework..even you're tired also..you will still wanna do it..i will feel very "Sim Tia" =(..but when you smile to me..i will feel very very sWeet..sweet then drink cola..LOL..(i take cola as compare because cola for me is very sweet XD)..and also..when everytime you cross road..i will feel very scare...because..everytime you cross..you never look at your right or left side..really feel like holding your hand and bring you cross the road together with me..but i scare you don't want it =(..when everytime i walking near to you..i also feel like holding your hand..but i don't dare to do so..i scare you will reject it..Even now i don't dare to ask any question about our relationship now..i scare you will hide me..don't want talk to me..sooO..haiz..conclusion...have to wait for your answer..

Bao Bei =)

Bao Bei Bao Bei..Don't sad already loo~~everything will be fine..just don't keep thinking on it ok??promiss??last week before the tragedy happen..you still very happy..everyday smile..so sweet...but..yesterday i saw you like..not happy as last time already...so..you cannot be sad anymore laa..if not i cannot hear your laughing voice =P..haha...anyway..have to go school already..Ciaoz~

Thanks To My Friends =)

Thanks to all of my friends that celebrate birthday together with me..really very thanks to them..because..i think i got a very long time that never celebrate my birthday already hahaha..THANK YOU FOR YOU ALL..wish you all will always happy and healthy =)

This is the person that same day birth but not same year hahaha..he is older than ME XD..but i looks older T_T




On top of the 3 photos are my friends who celebrate with me =)Thank you for them to celebrate with me..XD
BUT..There are 2 people missing in the pictures which are ERINA AND MILK..i didn't get their pictures =.=" when they give me only i post it up XD


Ok..They are HERE HAHAHAHA..i GOT IT XD..

What Shall I Do??

Good Morning Y(^^)Y..i just woke up ahahaha..not yet brush my teeth too XD..then i straight on my laptop then sign in my msn..but only got a few people online..but i don't know them..so i didn't chat with them...then i open facebook..work my friends for sales pet...afterthat..i got nothing to do T_T..soooO boring~i wanna goo ouut~~anyone wanna accompany me?? =)ohya..don't know where that sampat go already...gone for the whole morning..mostly everytime i woke up also got her message one..but today..gone (?_?)..i think..she's busy with her housework gua..or helping her grandma..so..don't want disturb her..so...soo..and sooo...i'm very hungry now...i wanna eat...Mcd^^..Sushi YUmYUm..Old Town Yucks don't want old town..scare already..ANTI OLD TOWN Y^^..but..conclusion..my mom cook already..so..i have to go down eat...T_T..before that..i have to brush my smelly mouth =) bye byez XD

At Taiping aGain =D

Ohh la~~laa~~..i'm back to hometown again..lol..term 1 break..XD..actually i should happy for that because i can take a breath from the study..but..i rather don't want holiday..i want to see her..i very miss her..very darn miss =(..have to wait 2 more weeks only can see her funny sampat face..lOl..so cutee..because of her cute face..it makes me when everytime i see her..it makes my brain stuck..blank..don't know what to talk to her..but..i am trying my best to cure this problem..actually i wanted to talk to her everytime..but don't know why my mouth like..cramp @.@"ROFL~hmm..next next thursday is going to maxwell hill =)..but she's not going =( she tak mahu pergi lahh~~~feel very excited to the trip..don't know how is that..XD..can't wait for it..faster reach the day =) HOho~..then hor..hope that tomorrow i can see her onine le..seriously miss her badly..hope that she will..lett...meee~~webcam with her looooooOO~Please laaaaaaaaaaa i want toO~~~T_T..i will take this 2 weeks as a exam to not to miss her so badly =) but i know i can't do it XD..

FML

Ok..fine..it is making me really sick of it when i everytime see it...it is really making me feel uncomfortable for it..seriously is quite upset for me..makes me feel very unhappy..haiz..am i thinking too much for it??or is really true..but i'm just keep hiding the truth??i really can't figure out this problem..i really hope that this is not true..it just an imagination from my brain..but...if really happen..then how??what should i do for it??i have no prepare if this really happen on me..i scare i will..........forget it..i got nothing to say for it..if really happen..i can only say that...if it is belongs to me..then will forever is mine..^^"but if it is not...no matter how i wanna snatch it,grab it,steal or use whatever dirty skill to get it..it also won't belongs to me..I think..this is the second time that i feel scare to lost YOU in my life..for me..it is very important..but maybe for "IT" is just a little tiny or maybe "IT" won't care for this thing..Fine..i just wanna
STOP
THINKING
OF
IT..
DAMN IT!~

RoboT =)

At Last..i done my 3D assignment..yeshhh..is sooooo niceeee..so happy..2 more days is gonna holiday..woooo~~ =) hahahah..ok..so..now..gonna post my little puppy robot to my blog =)..
YEaH IS IT =D

Imma Hopeless

Suddenly feel that..the end of the world is very very near me..The world is going To END..hopeless for me..imma very SAD..How?HOw?HOW??anyone can teach me what should i do??haiz..that was a very BIG problem happened just now..is so embarrassing..Shame..darn...i don't dare to face her anymore..how i bring my F***ing face out to this world??Awr~~!!!..i really feel like dig a big hole and hide myself in the hole forever..is really sad =(..no more hope for me and her..she won't like me anymore..is no more..i think...our relationship will stop here..won't move on anymore..is no more for me and her..NO MORE!!!

Alone,Alone and aLoNe~

Today is saturday..and then i got replacement class..from..9.30 until 5 only reach home =.="so damn tired...but quite nice..because..I'm PRINTING MY OWN SHIRT..YEAHS!...so nice..LOL..then no need to scare i got the same shirt with other people XD..after reached home at 5..i finished up my 3D assignment..while talking with my friend..because he came my house to online...actually he wanna do homework..but don't know why..he stick with my laptop..lOl..after he went back at around 7 i think..then i follow him go down to buy my dinner =D..but not nice..afterthat..went to wash my shirt pants and bath while waiting that sampat donkey to online..but..she never online..then i message her..and she told me that she was at outside..then i tell her nevermind and bai bai~ T_T..sien niaa..still got a lot of homework laaa..how to finish it??damn it...

1 week to go =)

1 more week to go..yesh...And...i not yet done any of my assignment..Weee~dying XD..is going to holiday for 2 weeks niaaA...haizz..not fun also..cannot do anything for 2 weeks..want to work also cannot..can only everyday sitting at home..watching movie..online..playing game..T_T..so boring haizz..somemore..cannot see her..damn it..i will miss her face for 2 weeks..confirm and very sure for it XDD..wonder what happen to her today..so moody 1~never smile also..anyway..i get the flower picture..quite nice also..got white got purple got green..so colourful haha..i thought she gonna throw it away..because..when i told her that i giving her a surprise that time..she was telling me that..SHE CANNOT ACCEPT ANY PRESENT WITHOUT A REASON..i was like..Oh...DAMN..HOW?but in the end..she still keep it =P..weeeeE~ so happy..but...she still not yet accept me T_T..this is the problem...so sAd..caSE~~ sob sob~

Tired Tired Tired

Hmm..today woke up at 10am..then started to help my mom to cook..and then..after pray..i had my lunch with my parents..afterthat..start to clean my room and also my house..while cleaning..lucky got her message with me..so..wont feel tired and boring..haha..she is cute..very very cute..and funny too..hmm..wonder that she already receive my flower already or not??haha...don't think she like it also..hmmm..after cleaning my house..then i take all the cars go wash..while waiting for my cars..i was message with her also..haha..message whole day with her..she makes me very happy for today..she very sampat..LOL..around 9 like that..my house have party..but not mine..is my elder brother party..a lot people at my house..then i go enjoy with them..drink few tins of beer..then went out with friends..around 3.30 am..i reach home..but i no key to go in..then i call my elder brother..he say he at kfc..then i told him i go jalan jalan for awhile..then i start my journey from my house..keep on driving..driving..but i don't know why..i drive until air kuning..hmmm..how come??after awhile more..my brother call me..he say he at home already...then i drive back home..anyway..i wish all of my friends have a wonderful happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day ^^